Tonight I went back to get in my first workout. I wasn't really sure what to do, and I felt pretty self-conscious. There weren't a lot of people in there as it was after staffed hours. There was one personal trainer working with some guys though. I felt like he was judging me the whole time. He kept looking at me, and I'd imagine he was thinking, "That stupid girl is doing that all wrong!" However, I just kept at it, and tried to convince myself that he was looking at me because I'm just so dang hot. I can't say that I ever actually made myself believe, but I tried.
I spent about 30 minutes doing leg stuff on the weight machines and then another 30 on the treadmill and stair climber while I watched Doctor Who on my iphone. I think I've found myself a better plan online that I'll start implementing tomorrow, but it was a start at least. It's fun, and I certainly feel good afterward, but I'm still feeling very nervous about the whole thing. Hopefully it will get less awkward soon.
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