I don't know how I'm going to do this. I really don't. It has to be done though. Tonight I put on a pair of pants that used to be my comfy loose pants. Folks, they were almost too tight. I had to squeeze a bit. That made me really said. I don't have one pair of pants that I'm comfortable in anymore. I really need to get myself back down to where I'm comfortable in my own skin (and my pants).
So, I decided tonight that I was going to start doing better. I began by only eating half of my pulled pork sandwich at Rib City. Of course, I ate all my sweet potato fries, but it's something, right? Ugh, why is it so hard?! I know. I know. Things that are worthwhile take work. Life isn't easy. Suck it up, Buttercup!
I need an exercise program I can stick with. I need to just make myself do it. Every. Single. Day. I need to start saying no to putting garbage in my body. I need to stay focused. I need to tell myself that I CAN DO THIS! Every day people do things that are hard. Harder than saying no to a cookie or yes to exercise. I can be healthy and fit. I CAN!